Emotion.

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the strangest thing is that on the outside, i show no expression. i can still clwon around. i can still laugh. things seem to be the same as it has alwasy been. its almost as if i've accepted my fate. i'm not thrwoing anythign around, i'm not even sure i'm pissed.

logically, my mind tells me that i have every reason to be pissed. yet even after that day itself, i felt nothing. i felt it shldnt have had happened,
but it did.
and so,
i guess,
it did.

now,at home, stoic and crest-fallen in front of the computer screen, i guess, my pragmatic side has taken over the passionate spirit i once was. its over, and nothing now can change that. i will alwyas hold a strong sense of regret, but we move on dont we. i'm just surpirsed at its lack of resistivity.

all i can hope for is the opportunity for continuation.

i need time.
time to deal with myself
time to set my mind on the things i shld
time alone, yet not so alone.

|moz| was here at 11:14 PM | 11:14 PM