this has been a year bearing a few themes, unique from other years, thus far.
looking at the year holistically, there's been the good and bad. in extremes too.
this blog however has lost its purpose in being a personal diary. its innitial fire it might have held has grown cold. winter here never ends, and its never christmas. while there has been personal issues raised, they have been so unreader friendly, that even i cannot understand what i was going thru at that point of time. but i guess that initself reflects what i was going thru than.
to put it simply, i fear public scrutiny. which is valid, becuase it is possible to find flaws (character flaws, whatever) in any set of writing since it is difficult to divorce the purpose of the post from the language.
basically, i have been trying to write in a way such that only the intended audience understands. i just fear that some people might be particularly intuitive. tho that might be a fear of no threat. but regardless of how i reason to myself, that is a fear i will always have and a fear i can live without.
my solution is simple: tuas.
and yes, those of you who guessed, tuas is the name i've given to another blog i have put up. it's location will remain undisclosed. but even if you find it, you will find it passworded.
ever since tuas has existed, whateyescannotsee has hence lost purpose to function, except maybe throwing hints at people, which people hardly get anyways.
hence, this blog will now cease to function.
tuas will no longer function either.
there's just too much historical baggage attached to these two blogs. so as part of trying a different approach to blogging, i will be moving to another blog.
there are questions that people will ask. but very much like how this blog operates, i'll wait for people to ask them first. well, aslo because i'm not sure of the answers too.
looking at the year holistically, there's been the good and bad. in extremes too.
this blog however has lost its purpose in being a personal diary. its innitial fire it might have held has grown cold. winter here never ends, and its never christmas. while there has been personal issues raised, they have been so unreader friendly, that even i cannot understand what i was going thru at that point of time. but i guess that initself reflects what i was going thru than.
to put it simply, i fear public scrutiny. which is valid, becuase it is possible to find flaws (character flaws, whatever) in any set of writing since it is difficult to divorce the purpose of the post from the language.
basically, i have been trying to write in a way such that only the intended audience understands. i just fear that some people might be particularly intuitive. tho that might be a fear of no threat. but regardless of how i reason to myself, that is a fear i will always have and a fear i can live without.
my solution is simple: tuas.
and yes, those of you who guessed, tuas is the name i've given to another blog i have put up. it's location will remain undisclosed. but even if you find it, you will find it passworded.
ever since tuas has existed, whateyescannotsee has hence lost purpose to function, except maybe throwing hints at people, which people hardly get anyways.
hence, this blog will now cease to function.
tuas will no longer function either.
there's just too much historical baggage attached to these two blogs. so as part of trying a different approach to blogging, i will be moving to another blog.
there are questions that people will ask. but very much like how this blog operates, i'll wait for people to ask them first. well, aslo because i'm not sure of the answers too.