Nothing Worth Fighting For.
Was just looking at my childhood pictures. all the pleasant memories started flowing back. still have my 1st grade class photo with all the canadians around me. i sleep with that photo. those were the days when they made school fun. or should i say that was the place where they made school fun. prob wun write it all, cuz i dun think this programme can support the length of my afternoon. check this out. in canada, teachers are taught to be sensative to a child, to never ever repreimand him/her, in order to build up confidence. cool eh? its no wonder asian kids are so shy. some how my self-esteem dipped somewhere along that line.
schools back tomorrow. tomorrow, all lessons. still having problems adapting. i mean, we used to pepectually train after school. it was all we ever looked forward to. nevermind the sacrifice. the ends would justify the means. of course we didn't go as far as we had set ourselves to, and definately didn't perform half of what we expected. but neveronemind. we did what we could under the pressure. we were a condemned team. the badge wehereby would become a badge gone to waste. but hey, we sure turned things around. we broke all the trends, all the impressions put of us a full year ago. we made history. ben said we peaked too fast. though i cant recall peaking much. mebe cat. high juz cant handle promptu debates.
but man, it was some experience. the team was a team through our wins, but hey, the loss sure brought us even closer together! never before have we spent so much time together, doing idle stuff like comparing who messed up which test more, or who's going out with who etc... think ive been doin alot of personal trng, think its taking effect, tho i wont noe till i try. mebe in the past, we ran too fast, so fast that we stopped reflecting. we didn burn out, but we let debates bacome less of an art. our first cardinal sin according to the rules of ben. we stopped listening. that adds to our list. and we stopped improving. we just thot that that was it for now. not so, now that i've given it credible thot.
yeah, and along the way we've picked up friends in the circuit, whom of which i hope are true and lasting. debates hasnt become less professional, mebe juz more personal. hope it stays that way. hope it stays cool.
sigh. all this lamenting isnt going to make school disappear. reality begins at 6 tmr. gotta go and mentally prepare for it. thats when preperation is rest. i love rest. dont u? anyways, here goes...
schools back tomorrow. tomorrow, all lessons. still having problems adapting. i mean, we used to pepectually train after school. it was all we ever looked forward to. nevermind the sacrifice. the ends would justify the means. of course we didn't go as far as we had set ourselves to, and definately didn't perform half of what we expected. but neveronemind. we did what we could under the pressure. we were a condemned team. the badge wehereby would become a badge gone to waste. but hey, we sure turned things around. we broke all the trends, all the impressions put of us a full year ago. we made history. ben said we peaked too fast. though i cant recall peaking much. mebe cat. high juz cant handle promptu debates.
but man, it was some experience. the team was a team through our wins, but hey, the loss sure brought us even closer together! never before have we spent so much time together, doing idle stuff like comparing who messed up which test more, or who's going out with who etc... think ive been doin alot of personal trng, think its taking effect, tho i wont noe till i try. mebe in the past, we ran too fast, so fast that we stopped reflecting. we didn burn out, but we let debates bacome less of an art. our first cardinal sin according to the rules of ben. we stopped listening. that adds to our list. and we stopped improving. we just thot that that was it for now. not so, now that i've given it credible thot.
yeah, and along the way we've picked up friends in the circuit, whom of which i hope are true and lasting. debates hasnt become less professional, mebe juz more personal. hope it stays that way. hope it stays cool.
sigh. all this lamenting isnt going to make school disappear. reality begins at 6 tmr. gotta go and mentally prepare for it. thats when preperation is rest. i love rest. dont u? anyways, here goes...