All out response.
Interesting fact of the day - when a nerve impulse is transmitted, you either recieve it or dont recieve it. you dont get semi-recived impulses. ok, i'm no bio-student. so i never knew.
interesting application. the nerve impulses work by a process of an 'all out response.' and this can be drawn as a parrellel to many issues. you're either in or out.
and in certain issues, it just might be safer to be out. as juxtaposed to in, when in means all the way in.
words of wisdom by the company home i had last night.
another topic discussed was more personal.
outer-expression.
personally, i cant hide certain things.
somehow, the suspension of emotions gets written all over my face.
i'm not the type of person whom can simply laugh an issue away. well, i used to. but somehow, my heart got the better of me. am a serious guy huh.
since i've realised this, i've come to terms with it. and the only way to hide things is really to phsycho myself. and i've done it before.
take for instance, in certain issues, i've tried to appear very unfeeling. and really, i did it for the good of not me, but the other party involved. and well, me too. but in that process, it meant brainwashing both heart and mind. and after that, i dont really know whom i've become. and somehow, i have become even more unfeeling.
i dont like the all out response theory.
i wish it'd go away.
it's been out-proven before.
why not again.
now, that i am regaining a bit of my consience, i wish things could go back to the way things were before.
yet not quite like before.
i am a legalist, i know. though debating for the center-left wing always seemed eaiser. foc and all.
the words of aunty nancy "while she doesnt fight, she torments herself from within."
i guess we all just want to rid ourselves of the negative while enjoying the positive side of emotions.
i thought, why not rid it all. it seemed worthwhile then.
now, i guess its more of conquering what needs to be conquered.
another issue dreamweaver brought up was history.
yes, history.
we once shared this saying - forgiven, but not forgotten.
well, i guess, maybe its a situational stance.
but it can be done. for love covers a multitude of sins.
except
some people's love, being human, can be rather dependant on the sin of people, or the lack thereof.
i guess, while forgiving can be easily done, it takes the determination of both hands to be willing to put the past behind for good to make a clap. and past is past.
yes, i have once again lapsed into the topic of friendship. actually, to those who were sharper, this entire entry was about friendship. now i've given myself away.
now the other things dreamweaver mentioned was more personal to his side, so there's no way i can publish it here. man, he's a mighty thinker. even though he claims he has more experience to analyse. true to some extent since the human minds operates on the basis of drawing trends from events.
need to improve me english.
i do hope this holidays will be a time of reconcilliation. i need it as much as alchohol and alaska do. existentialist and gigas. dreamweaver and forsaken tears. wuzzy and fuzzy. the list goes on. there are some i failed to mention, but they know, they know just as i know.
may the past be behind us.
love indeed must be blind
to come to me for find.
interesting application. the nerve impulses work by a process of an 'all out response.' and this can be drawn as a parrellel to many issues. you're either in or out.
and in certain issues, it just might be safer to be out. as juxtaposed to in, when in means all the way in.
words of wisdom by the company home i had last night.
another topic discussed was more personal.
outer-expression.
personally, i cant hide certain things.
somehow, the suspension of emotions gets written all over my face.
i'm not the type of person whom can simply laugh an issue away. well, i used to. but somehow, my heart got the better of me. am a serious guy huh.
since i've realised this, i've come to terms with it. and the only way to hide things is really to phsycho myself. and i've done it before.
take for instance, in certain issues, i've tried to appear very unfeeling. and really, i did it for the good of not me, but the other party involved. and well, me too. but in that process, it meant brainwashing both heart and mind. and after that, i dont really know whom i've become. and somehow, i have become even more unfeeling.
i dont like the all out response theory.
i wish it'd go away.
it's been out-proven before.
why not again.
now, that i am regaining a bit of my consience, i wish things could go back to the way things were before.
yet not quite like before.
i am a legalist, i know. though debating for the center-left wing always seemed eaiser. foc and all.
the words of aunty nancy "while she doesnt fight, she torments herself from within."
i guess we all just want to rid ourselves of the negative while enjoying the positive side of emotions.
i thought, why not rid it all. it seemed worthwhile then.
now, i guess its more of conquering what needs to be conquered.
another issue dreamweaver brought up was history.
yes, history.
we once shared this saying - forgiven, but not forgotten.
well, i guess, maybe its a situational stance.
but it can be done. for love covers a multitude of sins.
except
some people's love, being human, can be rather dependant on the sin of people, or the lack thereof.
i guess, while forgiving can be easily done, it takes the determination of both hands to be willing to put the past behind for good to make a clap. and past is past.
yes, i have once again lapsed into the topic of friendship. actually, to those who were sharper, this entire entry was about friendship. now i've given myself away.
now the other things dreamweaver mentioned was more personal to his side, so there's no way i can publish it here. man, he's a mighty thinker. even though he claims he has more experience to analyse. true to some extent since the human minds operates on the basis of drawing trends from events.
need to improve me english.
i do hope this holidays will be a time of reconcilliation. i need it as much as alchohol and alaska do. existentialist and gigas. dreamweaver and forsaken tears. wuzzy and fuzzy. the list goes on. there are some i failed to mention, but they know, they know just as i know.
may the past be behind us.
love indeed must be blind
to come to me for find.