Monday, September 27, 2004

Return of the Results. Phase1 - What happened?

it was a monday. had free time during bio papers. so we started the day well, playing the game any cat high guy would have learnt during his course in the school. big2. what else?

so, all seemed well. both math papers were scheduled after bio, so every1 had to be in high spirits. i mean, judging from the difficulty of the paper, it seemed so very managable.

sigh. that was just about to change.

we, for no virtual apparent reason, started with Amath.

what a horror.

i dont quite know what hit me. we all blame it on carelessness yes, but why only now? was it the paper that was tricky or was it we couldnt handle the exam pressure. gee. i just hope it goes away.

at times like these, we can only look at the school in plea, trying to make our eyes look as wide and round as possible and whimper about moderation.

E math was, not the best but better. tho, its nutty to know that you have an excess of 16 marks and you cant transfer it to the other sub. trends proved that i flare better at a math. a change of tides. why? beats me.

Hu got his position as millitary supreme comander or something like that. Jiang wanted the vice-pres to manage the post since, (i think his name is Qing something something) is Jiang's ally in their school of thought. but than again, Hu's opening up to moderation, with much precaution. experimental stages like in Ya'an (these chinese names are impossible to remember). think the main flaw is that its unlikely to evolve within the decade and it will only be implemented among the lower posts of the party (there cannot be more than one party. would any communist in the right mind accept it lying down?). elections for party leadership will be conducted in time-honored fashion, with himself as the only candinate.

anywz. back to the subject.

during the giving out of Amath scripts, the school began to rally round a unified or cause. the cries of 'tio' or the jeering of mrs Tay (which was only fair, and deserving) or even the cussing of the reultant scores.

when i looked around the people around me, i suddenly felt very comfortable. in some sense, i felt that this was where i belonged.

home, truly.

maybe after 4 years of brainwashing policies, the rhetoric's finally gotten me soft. not so much my class, but really, those around me.

in that sense, it'd only be human of me to choose a jc with this kind of setting. for 2 years already, i've been pshyche-ed into believing that vj would offer the culture that a cat high kid would need. there's really no qualms about what vj can offer. its only. only the distance. ranting more about this would only get me more upset. so i shall decline to further comment on the topic.

i'm just hoping for a better tomorrow. immediately.





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