Sunday, January 23, 2005

Justifiable mp3?

its been a long time
a very long time indeed since i've ever felt so messed up.

well
there is one thing to be truly happy abt
and that's kevyn getting into RJ chorale
albeit the name sounds entirely elitist and suppressive.
but kevyn's an elite
although he sure doesnt make any of us feel like lower beings.

but other than that
there's nothing much to smile about.

i wrote an entry about it
and decided it wld either be deemed as childish
or insensitive
and not zai enough to be posted on the net
i just hope its a phase that everyone goes thru
like they all say.

putting aside my ego
my attachedness
and the cursed ways i deal with security.

i know you're out there
somewhere out there...