Monday, January 17, 2005

A Monday Entry.

it has been a dream world the past few years
and now
while i am annoyed
i know its not justifyable

but now i understand
why those desicions were made
fear of history repeating itself
fear of losing what was built once more

and yet
i try to rationalise
it cant be the same
things were meant to change

but not all see it so

i did what i cld
and i still believe in my principles
but it takes 2 hands to clap
even between pearls...

how i wish
i wish
i wish
that i cld turn back time to the pre-Olvl era
to just enjoy that moment one more time

but that will never be
and no matter how hard i try
to source for substitutes
i know deep inside
the ehtics of doing so
as well as the feasibility of accomplishing it.

so why bother trying...