it looks like i'm not all that alone in saying what i said
vj is truly one of the more loving communities i've known.

i just dont understand why it is so.
and not so not in other places
some have come close
but the difference is still significantly notable.

i guess
perhaps
we're here (other place)
because we're messed up
and looking for a glimpse of hope
a hope of a cure
and while there is a cure
it takes hell literally
for that cure to take full effect.

but most of us only get to witness the midpoint
ie - hell.

or maybe its just me.

i'm not complaining
grumbling
mumbling
i'm just
procrastinating
and wasting my life away.

for once, when i do actually give a thought to my studies -
i cant bring myself to.

screw..

|moz| was here at 12:41 PM | 12:41 PM