Levels.
"i don't even bother to look for words. It flows through me, more or less quickly, and i dont fix anything, i just let it go. Most of the time, because of their failure to fasten onto words, my thoughts remain misty and nebulous. They assume vague, amusing shapes and are then swallowed up: I promptly forget them." (context in something antithetical and random)
my best guess for why this few lines talk to me just as much as it might talk to keng is because the narrator elucidates his incoherency so coherently. failure to fasten onto words my foot. the expression 'failure to fasten onto words' is the least 'misty' and 'nebulous' way to fastening such a notion onto words. but of course, his reasons for being ironic cld be potentially explained given a myraid of possible hypothetical situations.
but thats besides the point.
i have a feeling i fear fastening my thoughts onto words. that way, thru one way or another, my deepest, truest intentions wld be revealed. i dont know what they are, and sometimes i think it'd be best to not know.
its just a feeling, but i cant be certain, not when i dont want to be.
my best guess for why this few lines talk to me just as much as it might talk to keng is because the narrator elucidates his incoherency so coherently. failure to fasten onto words my foot. the expression 'failure to fasten onto words' is the least 'misty' and 'nebulous' way to fastening such a notion onto words. but of course, his reasons for being ironic cld be potentially explained given a myraid of possible hypothetical situations.
but thats besides the point.
i have a feeling i fear fastening my thoughts onto words. that way, thru one way or another, my deepest, truest intentions wld be revealed. i dont know what they are, and sometimes i think it'd be best to not know.
its just a feeling, but i cant be certain, not when i dont want to be.