Friday, October 21, 2005

A Living Paradox.

if that matrix thing about all of us being part of an equation fitting together nicely is true, than i think i can rightfully can feel a little like neo. not in the, i'm superhuman and going to save the world kind of way, but in the i am the sum of the remainder of what ever that cannot be pieced in this world kind of thing.

i took the 16pf test thing, the one we paid 50 bucks for. there're abt 3 contradictions in the report on my personality. the character that's been installed into my software seems to be a collection of misfits, as tho in order for this matrix to function, there must be a guiding summation of genetic personalities with predictable desicions, and because that equation is impossible, the remainder of what cannot be solved has been dumped over, and in it, it has formed me. an amalgamtion of leftovers.

just who am i?

or maybe the more appropriate question is

what am i?