one cycle in a million others.
now that the burden's been lifted, i've got the time to do the things that's been pressing on my my mind the past few days. in last year's case , without any glimpse of a game plan, i am led to believe i foolishly wasted a month plus of my holiday life just going with the flow.
unlike last year, i have already decided what to do with my time.
for one, i have complied a list of people that i should meet up with before the year ends. mostly, old friends; many respectable people i have met and would say, worth any time in the world to know.
unlike last year tho, the burden's thats been only just lifted, the burden thats cost me so much time, and its lack-of-a-presence has liberated me of so many a things, will have to return sometime in preperation for next year. re-papers.
but unlike last year, i think i've been happier. or at least, i'm making a step towards becoming happier. at some point in my life, i will have to realise that i cannot go on living the selfish life. i now see myself going back to the person i was 3 years ago. only perhaps, i am now more equiped to do so.
i hope to not regret living this.
sigh.
2005 has been one of the fastest years yet.
it just seemed like only a while ago
when everything began
and began witha bang it did.
all these images just constantly go thru my mind
as if like a slideshow
i see it happening.
and i hear oasis
back when we were still...
well...
young..
a lil niave..
and radical.
boy
we were radical.
and we didnt give two pages of edna's notes worth of what other ppl had to say of our fundamentalism.
aghhhh
life was so care-free.
and than the end of first three months.
boom.
it was like first three months v2.1
i think the memory of the speed of events really has got to do with the registering of events. and ranked in importances as well.
so many things happened
in such a short span of time
all too quickly
all too quickly..
besides the many things jc life wld give you, vj, and specifically 05A53, broke every single social rule that i had formely abided too.
a side of me i havent been in touch with for the longest time possible.
my paradigm shift will be hailed by such events. i love these ppl. and i hope to recuperate all those ppl that i shldnt and wldnt have allowed to reacht this stage if i had been like this than.
oh, and for those that cant appreciate oasis, really, british bands require acquired taste.
but than again, the concept of 'acquired taste' kinda makes you think abt alot of things.
like what exactly is taste, if it can be acquired for example.
haha
there's no black and white. just a million grey disciplines inbetween. just like last year.
but
unlike last year
i have decided where to draw my line.
unlike last year, i have already decided what to do with my time.
for one, i have complied a list of people that i should meet up with before the year ends. mostly, old friends; many respectable people i have met and would say, worth any time in the world to know.
unlike last year tho, the burden's thats been only just lifted, the burden thats cost me so much time, and its lack-of-a-presence has liberated me of so many a things, will have to return sometime in preperation for next year. re-papers.
but unlike last year, i think i've been happier. or at least, i'm making a step towards becoming happier. at some point in my life, i will have to realise that i cannot go on living the selfish life. i now see myself going back to the person i was 3 years ago. only perhaps, i am now more equiped to do so.
i hope to not regret living this.
sigh.
2005 has been one of the fastest years yet.
it just seemed like only a while ago
when everything began
and began witha bang it did.
all these images just constantly go thru my mind
as if like a slideshow
i see it happening.
and i hear oasis
back when we were still...
well...
young..
a lil niave..
and radical.
boy
we were radical.
and we didnt give two pages of edna's notes worth of what other ppl had to say of our fundamentalism.
aghhhh
life was so care-free.
and than the end of first three months.
boom.
it was like first three months v2.1
i think the memory of the speed of events really has got to do with the registering of events. and ranked in importances as well.
so many things happened
in such a short span of time
all too quickly
all too quickly..
besides the many things jc life wld give you, vj, and specifically 05A53, broke every single social rule that i had formely abided too.
a side of me i havent been in touch with for the longest time possible.
my paradigm shift will be hailed by such events. i love these ppl. and i hope to recuperate all those ppl that i shldnt and wldnt have allowed to reacht this stage if i had been like this than.
oh, and for those that cant appreciate oasis, really, british bands require acquired taste.
but than again, the concept of 'acquired taste' kinda makes you think abt alot of things.
like what exactly is taste, if it can be acquired for example.
haha
there's no black and white. just a million grey disciplines inbetween. just like last year.
but
unlike last year
i have decided where to draw my line.