Sunday, February 06, 2005

Humanitarianism.

Every action tells of a persons character
and every character a story behind it.

i was just thinking
that had my background been slightly different
i wld be easily a U4 or U5.
probaly U5 and ultra cynical about the very existence of mankind.
but that changed and ii'm really grateful to know the truth.

sometimes
i feel that while i might live in deception
and i really dont mind
so long as a i dont find out.
and even when i do
i dont want to know.
and as a result, them thoughts
disappear.
humanitrianism asked- 'woudl one rather be a disatisfied human or a satisfied pig.'

words of affirmation
quality time
gifts
acts of services
touch
5 languages of love

and they sometime act as an indicator
or to the more rigid, a criteria for love.
in anycase, its not the basis of a relationship.

but is it fair that two ppl of whom operate on differnt languages not understand one another?
i guess only the knowledge of this would mitigate this ploblem.
you say it best
when you say nothing at all.

secure and indifferent she said.
others unaware would just call me dao.
i dont care much abt the superficial and those who judge others based on it
and maybe to a certain extent
i dont want to play around with ppl's feelings.
whichever side they're on.
sigh.
but at least its gone to a stage of moderaton where we know we can act without guilt.

but than again
maybe it was just those ppl
put on stage infront of me
which totally put me off
and hence caused me to vow
to never ever appear like them.

i dont know
or i cant remember
or maybe i dont want to
recall the archives of the story where i closed up.

diffusion.

if gold can rust
what more can iron do?

satisfaction above all?