the moz within.

25 november
yikes

i dont want to know
too many times have i been disspointed
too many times have i been out-proven
too many times have i been left there thinking
what
how
why
did it happen..

and now
i rather not know
and keep myself in illusion
for ignorance is bliss..

upseting
upseting
upseting

wishiwashawoo

take the wheel and drive

but sometimes
it goes beyond human control
not because of circumstances
but perhaps for the reason that we are not in control

natural human reactions
we respond to environmental causes
we are afterall
physical beings tied down to scientific equations
albeit agiving considerations to multi-faceted factors.
and even if we want to change soemthing as fundamental as ourselves
its not so easy
for nature resists

so matrix
so very matrix..

causality
action
reaction

choice
the very thing that decieves us
to keep us under control..

but we are who make ourselves to be
only that it has been surpreseed by the caps we put on ourselves.

but i have
yes
tho some of the residue remains
but i underwent change
at the expense of myself
and for that

I am
no longer.

|moz| was here at 9:46 PM | 9:46 PM