Journal.
Last night
and the past one week's events is one of teh things that
granted if i could
than i galdly would
and quickly would
archive in my memoery space.
Very much like the lit we take
there seemed to be an underlying motif
that the little details supported
even tho the little details could very well standon its own
one of those was the concept of randomness
or at least i tried tying everything to randomness
If you really wanted to catch up with an old friend
ormaybe just any friend
what woould you do?
I'm not very accustomed to leaving open-ended questions
but from expereience
my rather witheld experience as a shy person
I am likened to think there needs to be a purpose to begin the catching up
(or at least some kind of surface purpose to tell other ppl)
and yet at the same time
i embrace idol talk
out of pure randomness
the beuaty of doing soomething despite the lack of a purpose
Perhaps i just like contrast
non-confomirty
and random swiches of behaviour
explaining the many paradoxes in my life
dissallowing anything predictable
or maybe, there are areas of which i refuse to explore
character flaws and such
egoooo
but i digress
how random
yet not so random
Technology (yay Singtel and Free 3G phones) has provided us with a few means to holod a conversation, which is quint-essesntial to catching up. leading from the bottom is the evolution from the pager - SMS. and than we had letters going online through e-mail which has a whole new world of problems to itself. and than, there's the highly interactive MSN messenger characterized by long waits for disinterested responses and misrepresentations of tone and multiple ongoing convos at once (sometimes within the convo itself too). Curses. Phone calls used to work, but lately, i have begun to rather meeting up, and the tolerance for substitutes has dimisnished.
I guess the complication comes in when you realise
that with each level of improved interaction
it simaltaneously increases the implications behind doing so.
'trickier thing is
when one says otherwise
you can never really be sure.
but fro something like this
for something that i might have spent the last 2 years thinking abt
i guess i can be sure
just as i'm sure that when hints hint
either you know or you dont. C=
only i dont know how to continue this...
and the past one week's events is one of teh things that
granted if i could
than i galdly would
and quickly would
archive in my memoery space.
Very much like the lit we take
there seemed to be an underlying motif
that the little details supported
even tho the little details could very well standon its own
one of those was the concept of randomness
or at least i tried tying everything to randomness
If you really wanted to catch up with an old friend
ormaybe just any friend
what woould you do?
I'm not very accustomed to leaving open-ended questions
but from expereience
my rather witheld experience as a shy person
I am likened to think there needs to be a purpose to begin the catching up
(or at least some kind of surface purpose to tell other ppl)
and yet at the same time
i embrace idol talk
out of pure randomness
the beuaty of doing soomething despite the lack of a purpose
Perhaps i just like contrast
non-confomirty
and random swiches of behaviour
explaining the many paradoxes in my life
dissallowing anything predictable
or maybe, there are areas of which i refuse to explore
character flaws and such
egoooo
but i digress
how random
yet not so random
Technology (yay Singtel and Free 3G phones) has provided us with a few means to holod a conversation, which is quint-essesntial to catching up. leading from the bottom is the evolution from the pager - SMS. and than we had letters going online through e-mail which has a whole new world of problems to itself. and than, there's the highly interactive MSN messenger characterized by long waits for disinterested responses and misrepresentations of tone and multiple ongoing convos at once (sometimes within the convo itself too). Curses. Phone calls used to work, but lately, i have begun to rather meeting up, and the tolerance for substitutes has dimisnished.
I guess the complication comes in when you realise
that with each level of improved interaction
it simaltaneously increases the implications behind doing so.
'trickier thing is
when one says otherwise
you can never really be sure.
but fro something like this
for something that i might have spent the last 2 years thinking abt
i guess i can be sure
just as i'm sure that when hints hint
either you know or you dont. C=
only i dont know how to continue this...