A Scary Thought.
there's something inside of me that tells me to study - that good grades are good for the ego; and good in alot of other pragmatic ways
given that i'm finally taking subjects that are of particular interest to me (save chinese and the most dreaded project work and to some extent econs) i shld embrace the attitude of mugging. of course for certain subjects it might not even be considered mugging, but just fascination and the natural going totally orgasmically rapturous about it. hence the benefits of arts fac.
but those who know me also know that never really happens.
after the innane number of hours reading up on AD/HD (Attention Deficit/ Hyperactive Disrder), Aspeger Syndrome and Atusim, i am absolutely convinced that i am a victim of all 3.
i have a short attention span, highly lacking in concentration and face certain social problems.
if i cant even focus on what i would consider captivating (oh the irony) than i'm not sure of what i am able to do.
On a side note, i have come to terms witht he fact that my computer literacy rate has reached new levels. it took me a week to figure how to use the moblog thing and actually get signed up, and now firefox has dissalowed me to post anything there due to compatibility errors. or thats what denys told me at the end of one week.
talk about compatibilty errors. i'm not made for technology.
given that i'm finally taking subjects that are of particular interest to me (save chinese and the most dreaded project work and to some extent econs) i shld embrace the attitude of mugging. of course for certain subjects it might not even be considered mugging, but just fascination and the natural going totally orgasmically rapturous about it. hence the benefits of arts fac.
but those who know me also know that never really happens.
after the innane number of hours reading up on AD/HD (Attention Deficit/ Hyperactive Disrder), Aspeger Syndrome and Atusim, i am absolutely convinced that i am a victim of all 3.
i have a short attention span, highly lacking in concentration and face certain social problems.
if i cant even focus on what i would consider captivating (oh the irony) than i'm not sure of what i am able to do.
On a side note, i have come to terms witht he fact that my computer literacy rate has reached new levels. it took me a week to figure how to use the moblog thing and actually get signed up, and now firefox has dissalowed me to post anything there due to compatibility errors. or thats what denys told me at the end of one week.
talk about compatibilty errors. i'm not made for technology.