Saturday, September 03, 2005

Live for the moment. plan for the future?

as far as money is concerned, i'm not going to complain. C=

more interestingly, the mediacorp (however you spell it) TV12 station is absolutely poch. i thought it was the ideal workplace. you arrive in hip-hop, have minimal tables and chairs (with sofas to replace it) everybody's taking turns to crack a joke, there's a clear lack of organisation and direction, but it's compensated by the fact that everything gets accomplished nonetheless in estimated time. everybody's just friends there. so many smiles. wouldn't that be wonderful? to have that as your workplace (and also watching small vile at the same time)? rather than some clinical 7-storey mug-chamber that functions in the form of a matrix and has no flexibility or whatsoever. it kind of reminds me of A53.

i'd often dreamt of going to the country, free of stress, free of competition. make a living doing something simple like writting or something of that sort. no conformities, no dependancies, slefish as that might sound. but i'm starting to believe that -

i truly don't know what it's like to breathe anymore.