Tomorrow.
i used to think that while i may have rather contradictory principles, stances to life etc, i still had my own unique personality. now, i've become unsure abt that. i am almost quite certian that i have a split-personality.
I think i'll stick to just being who i am. or at least who i think i am. or maybe, who i was a year and half back. just, natural. comfortable in my skin. there is little point in tryng to please everyone, conforming, failing and becoming a total loser. than again, it is part of me to want to conform.
there's too many paradoxes to list. the only thing that makes me want to is my desire to delve into something more complex than the everyday life matters. maybe i will sometime when i'm less afraid to confront who i really am. or maybe after the many many essays to do.
and it'd be so much easier if i didnt think about this.
I think i'll stick to just being who i am. or at least who i think i am. or maybe, who i was a year and half back. just, natural. comfortable in my skin. there is little point in tryng to please everyone, conforming, failing and becoming a total loser. than again, it is part of me to want to conform.
there's too many paradoxes to list. the only thing that makes me want to is my desire to delve into something more complex than the everyday life matters. maybe i will sometime when i'm less afraid to confront who i really am. or maybe after the many many essays to do.
and it'd be so much easier if i didnt think about this.