Friday, October 29, 2004

what can i say.

it must be something with the letter 'A'.

thinking back, i have become different. changed somewhat.

it's one of those times when you're stuck in a dilemna. a perplexing quandary. a conundrum.

to follow one's heart or to follow one's mind.

toughie.

actually, having thought long enough about the matter, it isnt exactly a heart-mind dual, it's more of whether i can trust myself enough to know how to draw the line. if its not about whether i know how to draw the line, then its about whether i can manage the bulk of it all. if its not about managment, its about timing. then, it is a heart-mind dual.

it seems as though this blog was set up as an attempt to hide truth.

i was planning to comment on some stuff that some one mentioned while reading previous entries of this URL whilst going under the guise of it being freezing and distant. but, i dont want to go into all that.

not that i dont want to, but under great resistance, i shall just wait for the appointed time. and than, i shall explain myself. and then maybe, just maybe, i will be understood.

i think thats pretty coherent. at least for those who know what's going on. maybe only for those who know what's going on.

laugh it off.

maybe certain terms have been overly used. metaphors used too explicitly.


Personified to be -
Juneau.