Tuesday, March 01, 2005

Dy/dx = 0

i grew up with a mentality
that while i might be friendly, nice to know, and rather inane at times
its all at first glance.

hence
my only logical human reaction would be to only allow people to know me at first glance.
and i survived most of cat high that way.

and now
four years later
four full years later
i realise how flawed that thinking is.

four years of running away
running away from the fact that i have my follies and likes
is not only a binary indicator of my pride (which i will now not deny)
but also not solving the problem.

for iron sharpens iron.

but now
i wonder if its too late.